Early Easter morning, four and a half years ago, life for our family changed forever. I awoke to the sound of an otherworldly noise and Tina’s body convulsing uncontrollably. That event began us onto a path where we would discover that Tina was suffering from late onset Epilepsy. That path would include long periods of Tina being home-bound and a non-stop roller-coaster of trying to figure out which medications would strike the best balance between controlling her seizures but also limit the debilitating side-effects of chronic fatigue and loss of focus – that effort has only been marginally successful.

On July 14th 2010, our path took another turn when Tina underwent a five week long surgical procedure where doctors at University Hospitals in Cleveland Ohio implanted multiple electrodes into her brain in the hope that this would allow them to locate the spot in her brain that is responsible for her seizures and then surgically remove that spot in an attempt to control her seizures without medication. Unfortunately after 3 surgical attempts to locating this seizure focus, the clock ran out and the risk of continuing this procedure became too great, so they removed all of the electrodes, and sent her home with very little to show for our 5 weeks in the hospital.

When we left Cleveland two summers ago we couldn't imagine that we would go back anytime soon. Those five weeks in the hospital were very disappointing for Tina and difficult for our kids. However, over the course of the last year and a half, Tina's seizures have become progressively more frequent, and medications have become progressively less effective at controlling her seizures. So, after consulting with Tina's neurologists, it is clear that we are in for yet another turn in the path of life.

We will once again be making the trip to University Hospitals in Cleveland, and on Wednesday January 11th, Tina will once again undergo the same procedure to implant electrodes in her brain to monitor seizure activity in the hope that they can determine the physical location of her seizures and surgically remove it.

This is not a path that we went looking for nor did we anticipate how sharply our lives would change literally over night when four and a half years ago these seizures began. There have been days when we have wondered as to why these things were happening and what God was up to in this. What we have learned is best summed up by the Apostle Paul in his letter to the church at Rome where he said that the paths that God lays out for us are "beyond tracing out." We may not understand this path or where it’s leading us, but what we do know is that we would rather follow God’s untraceable path than to follow any path we could lay out for ourselves. This blog is our attempt to bring others along with us as we walk along God’s untraceable path.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Going Home

It's official, we'll be headed home tomorrow (Friday).  There are two things that need to be done before we can head out.  First, Tina's PIC line needs to be taken out, which is a bigger deal than just pulling and IV so the Dr. needs to do it.  Second, someone from neurosurgery needs to change her dressing and make sure that all of her incisions look like they're healing correctly.  As soon as those things are done we'll be hitting the road.

Today was the conference where the head neurologist discussed Tina with a whole team of people.  He said that they talked for quite a while and no one came up with any new ideas.  They are still very convinced that Tina's seizures are very focused and are all coming from the same place in her head, they just don't know where, and don't know how to find it.  He said that they would be taking Tina's data and putting it through a new imaging process that might reveal something new, but he's not very hopeful.  At this point we just need to manage Tina's seizures as best we can with medicine and wait to see if any new techniques are developed in the future that they can apply to Tina.  We haven't ruled out the possibility of looking for a second opinion but we won't cross that road until after we get home.

Thanks again for all of your prayers and words or encouragement over the course of the last week and a half, we so appreciate it.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

It will be so good to have you home! Megan is making special plans for supper. Have a good morning and safe ride home. xo Dad and mom L.

Anonymous said...

Eat Megan's supper quickly and I'll be there at 5:30 to pick you up for scrapbooking! Seriously, growling, ok, we'll say lamenting, at the path this whole thing has taken, but glad you get to come home early, especially for little Meggy's sake. I love you just the way you are and so glad you've come safely through this round of surgeries. -Sarah C.

Anonymous said...

Hey!! Hope you guys are all doing well. Sorry to hear about Tina. I am going through the same thing with my son. He was recently diagnosed with Epilepsy and has been on multiple meds, none of which are helping him at all. His seizures are continuously getting worse, it's scary. It's so hard having a child with seizures and not being able to do anything for him to make him better. Hopefully one of the doctors will be able to help Tina. Keep in touch and tell all the kids I said hi.

~Mirandy~

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